Too many whys.

I wonder why.

At some point in life,as a girl.WHY the ViVi magazines girls all so cute and pretty?WHY Victoria Secret's girls all so sexy and classy?WHY i don't have higher and sharper nose?WHY my chin not v enough?WHY my boobs not Ecup?WHY i don't suit blonde hair?and it can go on and on.
Note this: You people must be thinking that when a girl says all of the bottom that i'm going to mention,she must be jealous.Eh,actually,for me,no.i'm just plain disgusted and trying to be mean.
Eg.WHY she not good looking also can get guy?
WHY she so thick skinned?
WHY she so turn off?
WHY so arrogant?etc.

Other WHYS would be:
WHY i never study hard in the past?WHY didn't i listened to my parents?WHY is she even my friend?WHY do i feel so upset over him?WHY did i do this in the first place?WHY i no money?If i were to take the time out to list all the whys, it would be never ending.
INSECURE MESS.
i believe almost all the girls has at least one thing about themselves they wish to change,after all first impression is darn important.If not,WHY would 1 out of 5 women in south korea undergo plastic surgery?For me i'll never go under the knife,but i think fillers for nose and chin are okay right?Boyfriend objects thou.Anyway,there's already makeup,thank god for that.I once asked a guy friend about what he thinks of girls who undergo plastic surgery.
His reply was 'i don't eliminate people who undergo ps,but definitely not for my girl'.Everybody wants to look better,but you need to face the consequences,of being judged and pointed everywhere you go.It's like you want to see beautiful and nice things but when people do all kinds of things to make them look better,there is always some people out there who's going to bring you down by sayign you're fake
WHY must people judge?You just got to keep improving no matter what.Shit,actually i know i kind of leaving the topic already.i just blog whatever that comes to mind.